Okay so last night i didnt workout. My friend bailed on me and i hate working out alone. HATE it. Today i had a banana, an apple a yes...frozen meal it is an indian food you heat up its 50% fibre and spicy aka it'll work like an exlax and a box of smarties but threw out 10 of them. Thats all im having today. Im going to work for 3 hours, i get 40 minutes of walking there and back and 3 hours of standing serving people. I have gotten fatter.. i am eating less and somewhat working out and ive gotten fatter! wtf? You know those girls that are on here, when you look at them theyre ACTUALLY skinny and perfect but still want to lose weight? Well fu! haha because IM actually fat.. what would you think if you saw me? You'd puke. Grr im just so frustrated... maybe i should workout tonight a lot. AND tomorrow.. i need to lose weight :( I think i need to be more determined and try harder.. i need will power.
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