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i look huge today. Im not exagerating but i am huge. massive. enormous. wide. doughy. pudgy. looking at myself, i want to die. (Not really..but really.) I had a great day today with a new semester and all... but what. the. f*ck. I am so fat!
Im going to the gym today.. going to workout extra hard.. i need that toned body fast:(

what i ate today:
breakfast- 1 banana and 1 pack blueberries
lunch- salad NO DRESSING, spicy chicken wrap<the devil.

& fruit drink throughout the day. (100% fruit and filling check it out!)
http://www.arthursjuice.com/en/

theyre really good and healthy! When im done the gym im having a protein shake. Then heading to the mall to WALK and window shop:) At home i will probably make a piece of salmon with plain spinach.

Thats it... i am so disgusted right now.. how did i get myself to look like this? People probably gag at the sight of me, i want to be the girl where another girl thinks, "i want to look like her.."

staythin